Sunday, September 13, 2009

coach me

it's a fine line between supportive and abusive in my house.


I THINK HE'S AFRAID THAT IF HE DOESN'T CONSTANTLY PUT ME DOWN ABOUT MY WEIGHT, I'LL GET COMFORTABLE AND NOT LOSE.
but honey, is that working?

i haven't lost a pound in 6 f#$*ing weeks.
i'm sure it's just because my meds that make me fat simply make it IMPOSSIBLE,
but there's a slight chance that i'm unconsciously rebelling by eating peanut butter sweets,
trying to punish you for hurting me,
trying to prove your way is wrong.



Friday, September 4, 2009

pudgephotos



tuesday, september 1, 2009

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