Sunday, September 13, 2009

coach me

it's a fine line between supportive and abusive in my house.


I THINK HE'S AFRAID THAT IF HE DOESN'T CONSTANTLY PUT ME DOWN ABOUT MY WEIGHT, I'LL GET COMFORTABLE AND NOT LOSE.
but honey, is that working?

i haven't lost a pound in 6 f#$*ing weeks.
i'm sure it's just because my meds that make me fat simply make it IMPOSSIBLE,
but there's a slight chance that i'm unconsciously rebelling by eating peanut butter sweets,
trying to punish you for hurting me,
trying to prove your way is wrong.



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